12/02/2025

[thedumbopt_imist]

 needa be quick but heres a post anyway 
school was alr i feel like ppl dont like me n i cant blame them i have a lot of negative characteristics n ive done ppl wrong i wanna do better and im trying to
sometimes i forget tho
i plan on reading more to dissociate
i recently learned that dissociate and disassociate are two different words

ive been trying to listen to a lot more music to get my last fm scrobbles up cuz my numbers seem disappointing and i like music 

more stuff from discord:
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the other day i remembered pandemic school and how i played minecraft instead of doing work (we were supposed to be reading the outsiders)  the teacher told my mom at some point that i barely joined 😭

also other thing, ive lowk become so bored that imma start reading for fun
im not even bad at reading or anything I just usually don't do ir
like whenever i start reading after a while (for assignments cuz that's pretty much the only time I read) I dont rlly "feel" the book
i liked 1984 (i read it sophomore year)
but later on i start kinda visualizing stuff related to the book
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also pic of the day

pic no. 9 my acoustic guitar's headstock (jul. 27th, 2025)