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[thedumbopt_imist]

my mom and dad are forcing me to this online study thing with multiple people for the sat
its like my dad gets off on forcing me to do stuff
he got up in my face and yelled at me when i said i dont have to do it and he said "never in you life say that to me"

i dont have any parent on my side

i feel like jumping honestly
or maybe going into foster care

all i need is my guitar and computer im fine with just those
and my school backpack

my band shirts too
idc much abt my phone i can log back in and if i need to using my computer
or maybe itll just be my computer

maybe foster care will be worse
i cant go anywhere ik i have $100 ish
i wanted to save more

so maybe i could rent a shitty place hypothetically

i dont have any help
i need to leave idgaf if ive learned nothing