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some days i dont wanna be happy cuz it feels dissonat to the way i feel at the moment (ig thats edgy lowk)
also ngl when i was in middle school i feel like i had the brain of an elementary schooler (cuz i was SO DAMN naïve) n now in hs i feel like i have the mind of a middle schooler
reminds me of how some ppl treat me like im neurodivergent n "other" me
reminds me of when some jackasses friend asked me if he could say the n word n was like "im only gonna use it in a friendly way"
n the jackass was treating me bad too idk he js treated me in a way that it was clear that he saw me as autistic (i think he verbally said that i was autistic or sum along those lines)
(this all happened in the school bathroom btw)
also ngl when i was in middle school i feel like i had the brain of an elementary schooler (cuz i was SO DAMN naïve) n now in hs i feel like i have the mind of a middle schooler
reminds me of how some ppl treat me like im neurodivergent n "other" me
reminds me of when some jackasses friend asked me if he could say the n word n was like "im only gonna use it in a friendly way"
n the jackass was treating me bad too idk he js treated me in a way that it was clear that he saw me as autistic (i think he verbally said that i was autistic or sum along those lines)
(this all happened in the school bathroom btw)