4/22/2026 (pt. iii)

[thedumbopt_imist]

i remembered seeing something that was like talking abt how u can free urself by giving up on wanting to be loved
idk how to do that tho

also i still think the guy who i have/had? a crush on is cute n if he wanted me ig i wouldnt mind but im not gonna do anything n im somewhat alr w bring friends or rlly ive accepted it

theres this one girl who i asked for her phone number freshman year (meant it platonically n didnt realize how it came off i apologized as soon n someone pointed it out (someone said W RIZZ or something like that))
i think shes pretty but were also not rlly friends

i wish i had a bff but maybe i do have one n i dont realize

also during lunch i played guitar n tested a sound system thing,

i MAY be doing a music performance at my school

i needa cuddle w someone who will make me as pretty n sweet as they are
i wanna express myself
i rlly wanna wear my hypothetical partners clothes and i want them to think im cute n kissable n desirable